Devious Journal Entry

there are all kinds of pain. Life treats us like a shit sometimes. And that's not the worse part. It gets worst when it treats your loved ones like a shit. Thiat's the shit you cannot fuckin stand. And again. when you absolutely aware of the fact that trauma messes everyone, wouldn't it be great to learn how to stick to good stuff in your life?
So right now, as I am laying in bed, watching californication, and reading this text message, I'm smiling like a stupid at my phone and I'm feeling this incredible warmth just below my neck. And well, that's the part I'm gonna stick to. while it's still there.  while it's still real.